Where it all began...

Well, here I sit joining everyone else in "blog-world" and wondering what in the world am I doing?! I feel like I need to create this blog to "let it all out" and to maybe be an inspiration to someone else going through the same things.

Where do I begin? Well, maybe I should begin by saying that I have wanted to be a mommy for a really long time. I thought it would be easy - seemed easy for everyone else. Then, after 5 months, then 10 months, then 1 whole year of not becoming pregnant I began to think that something was wrong. We made an appt with a specialist and yes, something was wrong - we would never conceive on our own, we would need medical interventions. That brought on a ton of emotions that I have never experienced before. I prayed and asked the Lord to take away the "bad feelings" and to give me a peace that only He can bring. He did! One thing led to another and here we are this month getting ready to do In-vitro Fertilization. We have our an appointment on Thursday - I am so anxious, excited, and scared all at the same time!

In-vitro is not an easy process emotionally or physically (If you're reading this and don't know what it is, I encourage you to google it and find out). There are daily shots that I have to give myself, along with weekly doctor visits, and the feelings and thoughts of "Will this work?" Only the Lord knows and we will soon find out! (Hopefully by the end of July!)

I guess this is enough for one day - I'll be updating after Thursday!

2 Cor 12:9 "My grace is sufficient for you, in your weakness my strength is made perfect."